Bound & Helpless

Kneeling on the dungeon floor, collared, and locked, Our/our session began with the privilege of kissing Miss Victoria Cayne’s thigh high boots. It was the perfect start to a perfect session as time slowed and any thoughts of the outside world were abandoned. My entire focus rightfully devoted to MVC.

Once it was clear that I firmly knew my place, MVC led me by the leash to the bondage table. Mistress’s new custom leather arm and leg binders had just arrived in the mail, and I was going to get to be the lucky test subject for their first use.

Sprawled across the table, the scent of new leather gear in the air, Mistress secured my arms and legs in the series of concentric cuffs. The red accents of the gear matching the collar She’d selected for me during a trip to San Francisco nearly a year ago.

Content that I was entrapped to Her satisfaction, my chastity cage was removed. I had been locked for over a month–but instead of being able to enjoy this respite–I was blindfolded and gagged. My world consisting only of the sounds of the elaborate rope bondage being added to further secure the arm and legbinders already on me.

A master of devising sweetly sadistic predicaments, an electric probe was added to keep me on edge. MVC was then free to sit back, relax, and shove Her sweaty feet into my gagged and blind face.

Soon I was worked into a complete submissive frenzy; shaking, and quivering in frustration. Time slipped away with the minutes seeming to both rush by and languish endlessly all at once.

Each and every encounter somehow redefines the meaning of the word “helpless” in MVC’s presence. A sensory deprivation machine was swapped out with the blindfold filling my head with blasts of light and disorienting patterns of sound.

Finally, after endless teasing and denial: I was granted release following a countdown. I lay helplessly bound on the table, entirely spent physically and emotionally, as I drifted down from the ceiling.

Fun with J in Boston

This is a brief recap of some fun that was had a couple months ago in Boston, with a sub I have developed a deep connection with. This toy had previously served different Mistresses, and upon our first meeting everything instantly clicked. My how far we have come! Thank you for everything, My dear Boston J. I can’t wait to continue further and deeper down this path. Chemistry is such a beautiful thing.

Without further ado, as told by my dear sub, slut, toy, J:

While I wasn’t scheduled to see Miss Victoria until the evening, the process of preparing began much earlier.  I could feel the nerves start at the beginning of the day, and the anticipation building as each hour dragged along.  The chastity device I had locked into place seemed to grow tighter as the day passed.  For a final touch, a butt plug was added mid-afternoon so that my ‘pussy’ would be nicely stretched out.  While I have used these toys before, I had never shown up to a session already locked and plugged.  
Finally, the time to meet arrived.  Feeling nervous and jumpy, I was led into her room and ordered to get rid of my clothes.  I confessed my nerves, which she appreciated knowing as we began.  Still, she immediately investigated my chastity device, wondering how my clitty was doing after being locked up.  
The next half hour was a delicious descent into femininity.  All my male clothing was set aside, and I was gradually dressed and made up to be Miss Victoria’s slut.  A pink satin corset trimmed with black lace.  Sheer black stockings clipped onto the matching garter.  Black ruffle panties framed my ass.  Four inch heels added to my feet.  Foundation and blush, eyeliner and mascara, bright red lipstick too.  A wig to top it off in a cute bob cut.  The final item – breast forms to fill out that corset and add some cleavage.
Miss Victoria hooked a chain to my chastity device and led me to the mirror to see for myself – I was now her transformed slut, ready to serve her in the way she saw fit.  Ordered to my knees, a blindfold was added, and I had to wait for what came next.  A few jingling sounds kept my mind racing until the surprise was pushing into my mouth.  Miss Victoria told me she would face-fuck me hard, just the way she wanted.  Indeed, she had me gulping down her cock until I felt the balls slapping against my painted lips. 
Next, it was time for some fun and games.  Miss Victoria presented me with five small pieces of paper, numbered one through five, each with their own activity lying in wait on the other side.  “Number four” I said with some trepidation.  “200 spankings” Miss Victoria read, with some glee in her voice.  I was quickly put over her knee, and told to count.  Knowing this would push me though, she dealt them out in batches, allowing me to catch my breath when the pain began to build.
I was never put in bondage once the entire evening, and yet Miss Victoria’s hold on me may be stronger than any ropes or cuffs around.  As I lay there for a few minutes coming back to my senses, I knew: this is where I belonged.  And I also knew: I would be back again…

It’s too late to turn back now…another one is locked up!

A while ago, I had written about an amazing path I have begun with an eager Boston toy. He originally had expressed interest in chastity, but our chemistry was so magical, within a couple of play dates, the Mature Metal device has been ordered, and thus, I have ordered him to put it on. He is planning a temporary move across the country, and is remaining in Boston a week longer to serve Me. He will be sleeping on the floor, with no furniture, and all his items en route across the country. That is devotion. In addition, he will be remaining locked up. I first had him try on his device for a couple of hours, to see how he did with it, and then kept him in it for longer….now it appears My training, his desire to serve Me, and become more of My owned property has taken over any doubts or fears he may have had initially. A few days ago, I ordered him to put it on (it is a heavy duty steel device from Mature Metal) and much to My delight, but not surprise, I received this email yesterday.

Needless to say, I am one pleased Mistress. I love chastity and have put him in the exact place where he needs to be to know not only this is what I desire, but where he belongs.

As written by him:

I’m 3 nights and almost 3 days in to my chastity sentence and already I’m noticing a difference physically as well as emotionally.

My first full day in the device, I was almost constantly aware of it’s presence–now there are moments when I hardly realize I have it on. It’s amazing how quickly something new can quickly feel a natural part of you.
 

I can’t believe how completely I’ve succumbed to your control in the few months we’ve known each other. I’d always been a bit turned on by chastity in Femdom videos, but never thought that could be me. I can barely keep my hands off myself three or so days before a session, why would I ever want to lock myself up.
 

Now–as intense and sometimes frustrating as these new sensations are–I don’t even want to be released before I see you. I’m content and excited that my denial this week is only going to make our play on Sunday all the more rewarding and intense. I’m happy in knowing that my struggle and frustration are part of your plan for me.
 

This morning I was awoken suddenly at 5:30am by my cock desperately straining against the steel bars of my cage and dripping all over my sheets. The only thought that kept repeating through head as I tried to calm down and fall back asleep for a few more hours was: “This is where I belong. This is where I belong.”
 

Thank you for continuing to challenge me and for pushing me further than I ever thought I would go.
 

I can’t wait to submit to whatever exquisite torments you have planned for me this time.
 

Yours,

boston boy

He does know this journey has just begun, but he has left the control to Me. It is only going to get more intense, the connection much deeper, and our journey more powerful. I am glad he is up for the ride.